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[02 Jun 2006|03:19am] |
oh cool
i havn't been on here in forever.
rich is coming tomorrow.
i'm tired.
i want to start my job sooner beacause i am broke.
unless i babysit.
but the kid put evil in devil.
so scratch that unless i'm desperate.
i did awesomly on my second semester :D
skittles got chubbbbyyyyy.
she better go work it off in her wheel.
fat hamster.
i'm swimming with dolphins in Florida in a couple of weeks.
that's going to be great.
plus the shopping
and many days spent at the beach 24/7.
so good to not worry aobut anything for once. :]
i can't wait to go.
i'm going to go get ice cream
and then pass out.
how's that for randomness?
pieces<3
"A better slumber was in your arms, spent tangled up in you."
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so spring break was pretty non-productive
[[minus all the shopping i got in]]
got my bathing suit too :]
and we booked the flight to FL...can't wait.
i wish it were just summer already...
i finally started my research paper for writing that's due on Tuesday
yuck.
still needs alot more work.
6Flags on Saturday though. woo!
can't wait.
theres maybe 15 of us going, should be funnnnnnn
and i'm having one of the wierd night where
IHAVNTFALLENASLEEPYET!
and it's practically 9. :x
tranquilizers plz?
haha
peaceee
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[22 Mar 2006|02:19pm] |
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i feel guilty about it... but i do still think back to it. ::sigh:: i need some time off from everything in life. blah.
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[17 Dec 2005|03:25pm] |
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ok..took my chem lab final.
i guess it went good considering noone, including me, had a clue for what to study for it.
i'm gonna go with high 70's.
which is alright because i got full credit on all my labs.
only 3 finals left!
sociology, precalc & chemistry.
i've been studying sooo much for chem.
i know all the material but i know that when i get to the test,
i'll somehow not know how to do it.
so yeah...wish me luck.
i go home in 5 days!!
yayayayyyyyy
i cant wait
i actually miss it this time.
[as much a i hate staten island]
i want xmas to come, wrap presents
and all that stuff
it doesnt even feel like xmas here.
it's kinda wierd.
usually by now im ready to kill myself with all the xmas music i hear
between my mom and my job.
but i actually havn't heard one xmas song yet.
which i dont mind at all..i hate it anyway.
it's just wierd.
i didnt evengo shoppign yet, i have to do that tomorrow.
i miss my friends from home too ::tear::
i havn't seen anyone in like 2 months =\
it's gonna be wierd being home for so long, i'm sure ill miss it here
im so used to it now.
but i wannabe back.
me sam adam and paul are probably all gonna go skiing w/ adams family.
that's gonna be so much fun. we have noidea what days we're going yet though.
but i cant wait.
i'm gonna try snowboarding also!
rich said we're gonna go out to moountain creek over break.
i can't wait. =]
he said it's really wierd the first time, totally different from skiing,
im gonna fall on my ass about..a 100 times maybe.
but thats okay.
kay...time to do my laundry.
then study.
and eat.
what a fun afternoon i have ahead of me
p.s. - xx why won't it snow!!!!!!! xx
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| another sleepless night. |
[12 Dec 2005|06:39am] |
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someone make me sleep.
this weekend was awesomeee
♥thursday night
hospital!!
yeah, i was there.
i had a random allergic reaction to god knows what.
went to the ER, had a IV stuck in my arm for 2 hours (joy)
in which they gave me benadryll, pepcid and predisone steroids (y, i dont know)
i was fine afterwards. only scary thing was after they put the benadryll into the IV
i couldnt breath or talk
i got completely freaked otu and started crying..i was like ...wtf
they looked at me and like "whats wrong" cept i couldnt tell them bc i coiuldnt talk.
did they do nething, no..they looked at me.
when i was finally fine .they were like wow u scared us.
wtf?!?!! good job guys! lol i couldnt breate and all u do is look at me. ?
then wnet to the party in the basement of Grey.
surprised we didn't get kicked out or caught by an RA.
2 beerpong tables, a keg, and mini-bar.
all in the basement of Rich's building.
and yes thats right, i drank 20 minutes after getting outta the hospital.
do i have a problem? lol
♥friday night
rock lobster
TJ's
also played beerpong.
finally me and chris beat rich [his bp ego's gettng big]
then went back and hung out in Grey.
pulled an "all-nighter"
stayed up with rich and chris till..6am
♥saturday & saturday night
Rutger's cubeeee tournament.
woke up to mr. dave bergman pounding on my door at the good old time of 7AM.
i opened the door and was gonna kill him.
i slept a half hour on the way there though.
::shakes head::
i was dissapointed in myself, but it was my first time
if the string didnt pop on the magic on my last solve..
i woulda done so much better ::tear::
w.e
haha amanda and eileen judged, too funny.
thennnnn that night
blake windsssss
eileen's bdayy
awesome fun. even though it ended in fight.
but almost every party in the apartments ends like that =\
props to rich & "ron-tastic" for the 19-0 beer pong record.
damn.
♥sunday
slept til 5pm.
wow.
thats right. and i deserved it.
andddd now its monday.
one class...220 chem. yess!
and then tonight..out to dinner maybe
and then 'movie night'
hopefully ill fall asleep good tonight ;]
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[07 Dec 2005|11:19pm] |
Open iTunes/iPod or Windows Media Player to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrasing it is.
How many songs: 1,929
Sort Song by Title:
First song: "...slowdance on the inside" -taking back sunday
Last Song: "zombie" -the cranberries
Sort by Time:
Shortest Song: "blow job" -blink182 40seconds
Longest Song: "the man who sold the world" -nirvana 18min. 11sec.
Sort by Album:
First Song: "please don't answer me" -nightmare of you
Last Song:
Top 5 Most Played Songs
1. pearl jam "better man"
2. oasis "wonderwall"
3. the postal service "such great heights"
4. something corporate "konstantine"
5. sister hazel "all for you"
Type in "..." and how many songs come up.
"sex" - 3
"death" - 9
"love" - 39
"you" - 163
"blue" - 32
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[07 Dec 2005|05:01pm] |
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mmmmmm
pb&j, i missed you
havnt had you in so long.
haha so yeah i have class soon.
i slept through chem lecture today
go me!!
yeah, w.e i go all the time
i have class now, then work, then pizza party
thennnn hanging out with someone
[[pssstt...apple pie and a movie]]
yayyyy pie! lol
oh god, i'm hyper today.
kay..class
bye bye
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[06 Dec 2005|04:13pm] |
If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.
dear ♥
im missin someone.
:o\
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| it's so me.. |
[04 Dec 2005|05:38am] |
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To every girl that has always been herself no matter what
To every girl that dresses with class
To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot
To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect birthday present for you
To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose that whore instead
To every girl who never judged anyone no matter who they are
To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend
To every girl that wont settle for the jerk but does anyway
To every girl who would for one momeny be treated like a princess
To every girl that has cried at night because of another fatal heartbreak
To every girl that wont be his whore just to be his girlfriend
To every girl that just wants to holds hands
To every girl that kisses him like shes means it
To every girl who just wishes he's wishing on the same star
To every girl who would wants a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold
To every girl who just wants him to call for no reason and never feel like she's bothering him
To every girl who wastes her day waiting by the phone
To every girl who has has sleepless night waitng by the phone
To every girl that enjoys to cuddle
To every girl that just wants to lay next to him for comfort
To every girl whos just better off as his "friend"
To every girl that is scared to give her heart away but does anyway b/c this time might be different
To every girl who shows how much she cares with nothing in return
To every girl that thought maybe this could be the one
To every girl that believes in her dreams no matter how bad they've been broken
To every girl that still does anything so she could achieve them.
To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually does think it is funny
To every girl who is just looking for mr. right but keeps holding on to mr. wrong
To every girl that has been cheated on
To every girl that doesnt want a guy who plays games
To every girl that doesnt wanna play games back
To every girl who wants words backed up with actions
To every girl where her own action are louder than words
To every girl that fell for all the lies, the love songs, and fake smiles
To every girl that gave her heart away, to have it given right back
:o\ meh...
i cant believe im still awake. this ofically sucks.
it a quarter to 7 in the morning and i cant sleep.
its snowing! and i was just outside w/ matt. talking to him for a while.
it was so peaceful
idk what it is but i just click w. him easily.
i wanna go to the city
really bad.
to just walk around and shop and hang out.
i miss it so much.
i kinda miss home too and my friends.
well not everyone, btu the ppl i actually liked.
those very few ppl.
i miss them.
j.j.c.a.j.a.
thats it.
you know who you are.
i need sleep.
wish me luck.
::i hope the grounds covered in snow in the morning::
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[08 Nov 2005|08:14pm] |
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"You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of home is gone. You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this rite of passage, you know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for you kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place."
"I know it hurts. But it's life, and it's real. And sometimes it fucking hurts, but it's life, and it's pretty much all we got."
"What do you do? You laugh, you know? I'm not saying I don't cry. But in-between, I laugh, and I realize how silly it is to take anything too seriously"
possibly one ofthe best movies ever. top five, glad he finally gave the dvd back so i could actually watch it again.
i miss johanna...call me bitch!
im bored. and i dont like it.
malibu time suckers.
go choke on a fckn biscotti* :O)
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[08 Nov 2005|07:54pm] |
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"You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of home is gone. You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this rite of passage, you know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for you kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place."
"I know it hurts. But it's life, and it's real. And sometimes it fucking hurts, but it's life, and it's pretty much all we got."
"What do you do? You laugh, you know? I'm not saying I don't cry. But in-between, I laugh, and I realize how silly it is to take anything too seriously"
possibly one ofthe best movies ever. top five, glad he finally gave the dvd back so i could actually watch it again.
im bored. and i dont like it.
malibu time suckers.
go choke on a fckn biscotti* :O)
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[03 Nov 2005|01:42pm] |
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dave almost died.
getting that call at 4AM sucked..lol hes alright though, just you know, a concussion, thats fine.
im never letting you have gin again.
::shakes head::
damn cubing is addicting, i avg. a minute now though so that's cool.
its only been a month so i consider that pretty fast.
went to lunch with harley and taught him. what a wierd life i have.
pilates was last night. ow! lol not really actually, but yeah.
i need my malibu goddamnit.
i sketched today, first time in about a month and half, this is also the first time in about that long that im just sitting in my dorm room doing nothing. i like it though, im usually out all over the place doing so much stuff..but today im just sitting here with my music & sketching, relaxing...i miss doing that. im gonna start doing it more often. plus i dont see my friends downstairs nearly enough anymore. :'(
beer pong tournament tomorrow night! we painted the stolen table last night, it looks awesome. me and sam are going in doing shot pong though. ;) so much better.
i havnt actually written in this thing in so long, i kinda forgot about it. i have my xanga too, i dont write in there either...oh well i doubt anyone pays much att'n to this anyway..its just for me lol.
OMG! i saw thrice and underoath tuesday night. the show was good, but thrice sucked. theyll never be the same, they mellowed out way too much. i like the new CD alot but its just that im used to them being alot faster aand heavier, so going to the show and hearing them play 6 really slow songs was like..what?! plus their set was right after underoath's, which was a crazy set. so everyone was ready for thrice and then they came on and didnt do anything lol. underoath was definatly better. im excited for matchbook and armor for sleep though, thats like 2-3 weeks away. and FOB! espcially because ill be seeing amanda. i havnt seen her in forever and a half. i miss her, we're moving to CA we decided if she doesnt come to SBU next semester...you better come bitch! or ill kill you, or just your hair off or something...lol hope she comes.
annyway. yeah. um. no more writing.
slan leat. <3
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[02 Nov 2005|04:05pm] |
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yeah.
i played volleyball today
frisbee yesterday
and kickball's tomorrow.
dave & justin decided to be athletic for a while, it's fun. lol
i'm gonna be late for class, so this is a reaalllly short entry.
i like the weather today :o)
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[30 Oct 2005|11:09pm] |
hm..my last entry was very hate-ful
anyway im in college now
i havnt posted in a while
and im not going to now
but later (good candy)
...surpriseee
but there'll be one soon, so for all u that habitually check this thing (which is about..oh, hmm...0 of you) im sorry but you'll have to wait.
slan leat.
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[09 Aug 2005|05:34pm] |
I think i hate everything about every person i know...each day i find out more stuff about my friends that i hate...it's sickening. theres' no good people left, anywhere. everyone just scums each other out and people are so selfish and fake and i hate it. this whole week has been filled with nothing but dissapointments from people, and i think i oficially hate girls even more than i did before --which i didnt know was possible-- im happy im leaving for college in 2 weeks, even though i'll probably just find more asshole people there, but maybe, just maybe, ill meet some really cool people to level things out
"They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven
but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.
Everyone's caught on to everything you do..."
im listening to brian bonz, check him out he's amazing. oh and see 12 monkeys, cause its an awesome movie --too bad the really cool person who recommended it is one of the people mentioned above...GL figuring it out, bc there's alot of ppl on that list right now :) --
-Melissa
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[26 Jun 2005|01:46pm] |
oh boy it's hot out, u dont get a break here its 90s everyday
i have a nice tan going-finally some color. the beaches are beautiful and the waters so warm..about 85. and the sands white and the waters turqoise lol makes me wanna move down here more. :)
oh yeah...some girl died yesterday...got attacked by a bull shark at the beach in sandestin, pretty close to where i am now...just off the gulf. i feel bad but it was kinda her own doing. she was about 250 yards out on a boogie board after the second sand bar (thats really far out btw) and ur not supposed to swim out that far esp on a boogie board cause the sharks are feeding now and w.e u look like food to them on the boogie board...poor choice on her part but w.e it still sucks..feel bad.
the shops down here are really cute...alot of original stuff and some private shops with some really cool stuff that u cant find back in ny. and everyones so nice down here...talk about southern hospitality...really nice people..u get used to it easily.
but neway, going to eat now later
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| Life is a road and i wanna keep going... |
[04 Jun 2005|09:18am] |
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so i graduated yesterday
i cant belive it's over
it hasnt really hit me yet, but yeah, it's happened.
the cereomy was nice
of course it ha never rained before in NDA graduate history
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but guess what
[it rained for us]
so of course we got the bs that god was 'showering his blessing down on us'...
yea yea yea...spare me
it was cute though, all the underclassmen held umbrellas over us as walked into the tent. :0) we think dr. passi was cracked out yesterday tho, bc it was 6pm and raining and she had sunglasses on for the entire cermony and everytime she went up to speak she was having trouble with simple words and she was slouched over...(this doesnt make sense to u if your not in NDA but passi is a very upriht, articulate, feminist...biiiiitch!!! lol i'm so glad i don't have to deal with her anymore. i'm so glad to be out of that school too, i'll miss all my friends [and all my underclassmen friends] but can't wait for college..it's gonna be awesome. me and sam dorming 2gether, ridiculous fun. and of course i'm still gonna see al and jo definatly and probably some other friends when i come back on breaks.
after i went out to dinner with my family and joe, i went back to joe's house...intentions were to watch finding neverland...i fell asleep...very quickly, sucks cause i want to see it but i was soooo exhausted i don't know why...but eh, another time.
today is al's graduation party, i can't wait...should be awesome fun :0)
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[31 May 2005|08:13am] |
i'm sitting here
just waiting...
-and begin-
i took the train over to great kills stop
same as i do every morning
so allison can pick me and sam up to drive us to school
i got off the train
bought my bagel
and waited
but no, there was no allison
so i figured, 'eh, guess she's not coming'
so i waited a minute more
than took the train back toward st george
to get on a bus to school
arrive at my stop -grant city-
phone vibrates
msg: sam's picking me up at my house at 8-ish
awesome samantha has perfect timing :0)
[now i don't have to be practically in college and taking public transportation]
so i get off, go home, and eat my bagel
(which im happy to say was still quite warm)
moral of story: it is completely necessary to go 5 stops from your house to obtain breakfast
good thing it was a good bagel
it's currently 8AM...
and sam's not here yet
what to do what to do
talk more? okay
hmm..
well my dog's going crazy
running around already
dumb cotton ball dog
[that's what she resembles by the way
a big fluffy cotton ball]
i love her though
yeah i got nothing else
so i leave the rest of my day to your imaginations
[until i update again]
Slán leat
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[30 May 2005|04:35pm] |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
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